Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Realizing It Could Never Be....

W H A T H U R T S . .


->REMINISCING THE GOOD TIMES YOU'VE SHARED TOGETHER
->Trying to hide what you really feel
->Trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes
->LOVING A PERSON TOO MUCH
->Thinking of him/her every waking and sleeping moment; knowing all the while that s/he never even thinks a single thought of you
->FALLING IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE YOU DIDN'TMEAN TO FALL IN LOVE WITH
->PRETENDING YOU'RE OKAY WHEN INSIDE YOU'RE DYING
->Pretending to be strong and recognizing your weakness
->Being in love
->LETTING GO EVEN IF YOU REALLY DON'T WANT TO
->Having no right to say you are hurting because it was your decision
->having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving yourself weak and vulnerable
->the hardest thing about love... believing it exists
->after you've been hurt, learning to forgive
->learning to trust and love again
->Trying to believe that this is for the best
->wanting to tell her/him that you still love her/him,but not doing it because s/he doesn't care
anymore
->BEING LEFT HANGING IN THE AIR
->LETTING GO BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE
->Hearing one of the songs you used to sing to each other
->and having all the memories floodblack
->BREAKING DOWN WHEN NO ONE'S AROUND
->talking with your best friend on the phone for three hours straight dissecting every word you and your partner (now your ex) said when you broke up, but always coming up with the same conclusion (it's really over)
->lying in bed at night and hearing his/her voice swim around in your head
->TRYING YOUR BEST TO ACT LIKE YOU'RE ALL RIGHT
->SAYING GOODBYE WHEN YOU REALLY WANT TO STAY
->recalling all those plans you had for the future
->THOUGHTS OF WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN
->THOUGHTS OF WHAT COULD NEVER BE
->TRYING TO GET OVER HIM/HER
->breaking up with him/her and receiving no reaction
->BEING TAKEN FOR GRANTED
->NOT BEING ABLE TO CRY ALTHOUGH YOU REALLY WANT TO SO YOU COULD
RELEASE ALL THE PAIN THAT YOU FEEL
->HAVING TO RECALL HOW YOU BROKE UP WHEN YOUR FRIENDS ASK WHAT
HAPPENED?

->being able to realize you wouldn't be able to tell him/her how much you love her
->feeling all alone and wishing s/he is beside you
->AND REALIZING IT COULD NEVER BE...

things will never be the same again..